I donno . Just Plainly Don't Know ):

Feeling sad, stressed up .
Additional maths paper 2 tmr . Aren't prepared at ALL ):

Cried many times these days .
1- Relationships ):
2- RELALTIONSHIPS ):

i donno why i cried too ..
sensitive these days bahh . ..

Gonna say it here anyway .
hope he wont angry/sad or me ):

1-
My ex contacted me back ..
He is the one i love-ed Most .
people say : once bitten twice shy .
I being tricked by him until my fingers also not enough le .
still i got throw aside even though i wanna JUST be friends with him ):
Told My bestie.
she told me to ignore him even he contact me but i just feel bad . super bad .
maybe that's the reason...
i treat people that way now too ):


2-
i fought with him today ):
i feel sad cause of it.
I feel bad cause of it ):
i thought today , his time only belongs to me ... but no .
he already say okay to basketball @ 6pm with his friends and he didn't let me know till Like his friends called and double check with him ..
i know it's my fault for being late ...
but you can't do this to me what ...
I know my attitude before i left was alittle basket ...
but ... im just sad .. i see your text when i was on the bus, i cried .
and cried . .
im not trying to make you pity me . but i wanna let u know how i felt .
I not a no-heart-er lehs . ..


I Just cried again . BALLS MYSELF .
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME PEACE ):

Sick right now ):

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Feeling super miserable now ):
Having bad bed bug bites , stomach flu and slight fever ? Donno where to scratch/ rub/hug ):

God I pray that u will bless me with abundance of courage and trust in you to ask whether anyone wanna come for TGIF ( thank god its friday ) and u will heal me as I put my faith in you >In Jesus name I pray,
Amen ! :3

Early birthday outing :D

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My birthday wasn't perfect but , it was imperfectly nice :3 hahahas

It's life !

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My birthday in just 6days ! Can't wait !
I just Hope now my plan tmr will fail ):
After birthday , means I'm old . Most likely my mother gonna throw all at me and say : your old enough Liao .
But aren't I still ur daughter ? Don't I get some motherly love from u ?
But nvm ~
22march was my cousin's birthday so she's 10 this year !
Woahhh! Super fast lorhs ): I still remember that when all of us when we are 10, young and pure at heart ( serious! )
I celebrated my birthday @ Emily's house ! Such moments are unforgettable ! <3

Life's just Okay To me /:

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Just went out with mummy had some time to watch the movie number four !
Was amazing !
Anw, my mummy insisted on taking a bus from somerset to dhouby than change to train ~
End up , she took the wrong bus making us walking back to dhouby which was as far as walking from somerset to dhouby /:
On our way walking back , we saw this roster /: I tot I only saw it myself ! Than my bro and mum saw it too !
ITS SINGAPORE !!! How would there be a roster ?!

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Ya hor... Im just not needed in the first place -.-
Jolyn such stupid die lehs youu !!!!
Why you so stupid ?!

Stressed

I'm no longer your friend . Am I ?

U don't even bother to contact me anymore .. I know u got gf and I'm just a substitute to exterminate ur boredom . Haishhhh.. I should have known....

Do u know that time when u SMS me that u were busy with school and u have to fetch her to school and kissing her . Very very sad when I see it u know ? I nearly cry ..

I don't wanna think le .
End ..

NothingMatters.

Not for u Jolyn /:
His others .
Not even ur friend I got to say .
His neglecting u .
what have u got to say ?
Life is full of selfishness . Is either I get hurt or she get hurt .
Wads more is I'm the outsider . I should already be the destined person to be hurt .
I even tried just being his friend . But I all I get after is cold neglects.
I'm already used to not being loved .
Just that I'm still not strong enough to handle it /:

And people also say that if leaving gives the one u love happiness than so be it/:

I hate you banana !

IHateYou Mr.D !

 

I loved you . 

you made me to a crazy woman . 

you made me keep thinking of you . 

Darn you . 

now how ? 

i keep thinking of you .. 

 

You now got your own girlfriend .

I've Got got mine too . 

But why ? I just keep missing you .

 

Do you know why i went to toilet first thing when you came ? 

I JUST DON'T WISH TO SEE YOU . 

Darn you .

Why must you freaking come into my site ?

you made my life turn upside down!

now when i hear you got girlfriend i hope she dump you ASAP!

why ? cause you did it to me ! >:

i see you happy i wish you dead .

 

Now i got my own boyfriend but my mind keeps thinking of you .

You darn banana .

Now hope you this new taiwan girlfriend would keep you entertained till you notice,
YOU'VE BEEN DUMPED!

 

 

 

 

with loves,

Jolyn ~

17317071 !

A day at pulau ubin and cell Christmas !

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Had fun on both days even though its quite tiring . (and not to forget that after pulau ubin trip I came home screaming like I gonna give birth cause my legs hurts like -FXUKEDUPZXC!- )
But it's freaking awesome ! I saw wild bore , climbed a 6th story high viewing point and got bitten by 7mosquitoes , LOL!
And ate my favorite beef soup with kuay tyao ! HAHAHAS ! Here's some pictures.