To my dearest friend :

i hope this settles all .
first,
apology for today if i made you in anyway angry.
cause first, i promised him to find out why are you not happy about him .
that's why i got in to help .

next , i wasn't ordering you around . Just that sheryl was there than gone . i thought we could her a personal talk .
i know someone scolded u, but to us, no evidence .
i cant help u too you know ?
you thought i was helping him only ..
no . i wasnt . i was trying to help both sides .

second, when did my habits came back ?
that caterpillar was the one keep snatching her away . i was going to talk to her,
next , she wanna scream at the girl's ear i dont mind , but she see my beside still scream that loud .
it was hurtful to the ears you know ?

Like i told not long ago ,
all people changes !
no one remains in the same spot.
when people tries to climb higher and higher, someone will fall!

You changed, i changed , even that caterpillar changed =.=
( and to anyone who thinks she changed to a butterfly NOOOOO! is change as in character)

i just want to help out as well cause i was caught into it .
cant you understand me anymore ?
i thought though we may fight, one day later we back again ?

many friends of mine asked :
jolyn , why u treat all so nice ?

the only thing i could think of is :
they are my friends . closes to my heart .
i wouldnt let anything kill our relationships even inculdes if i had to kill that person .


lastly, D-R isnt ignoring you and treating me more good .
he treat u more than he treat me .
i was once jealous .
just that u didnt see.
i also wont force u to be gans with him back . but i just want u to calmly talk to all of us .



P.S. I treat all man and woman , boyfirends or girlfriends , old or young equally .
i never would make them feel left out .


Jolyn,
loveeeees .

Hello all~
today, im sick ):
having fever ):
now going get ready go see doctor :x
hahahahahs .

i miss someone ....
called D ............ <:
actually i don wanna let him know de ...
but i don care le ... im officially into u!
>.<
hahahas .

but well , im sick ...
Very sick~~
love sick , school sick, home sick :x !




Jolyn ,
LOveeesss~

Helloooo~
I'm Been missing out alot in school and life x.x !
i wanna be back to where I'm good at @.@!
watch out !
JOLYN's GONNA BLOW U OFF YOU'RE TRACK!
 hahahahahahs x.x
I'm Lameeeee x.x !


i miss him too ....
i don't even think he rmb me already ): ...
wanna find him out someday .
when that day comes, i make sure i say out my feelings to you !
>.< !


Loveeeees,
Jolyn~

Helloooooo all (:
posting today !
today alot things to rush >.<
i got like 1-3pm go suntec for flag day than 3-7*
go cube slack with my dearest fam, ExaBeat !
hahahahhas


past few days also busy .
ystd got physics test and i got feeling it's gonna fail D:
hahahahs .
nether the less.

thursday went to my cousins' house for my baby cousin's birthday !


Here are some overdue pictures :x ~!

Must be at it's best!

Helloo all!


hahahahhas (:
i suppose not to touch comp now but i got nothing to do -.-
cause im doing my mask !
hoho x.x
must be at it's best for my face today >.<
cause taking class foto x.x
If dont go for it's best, i wont go! ;chan

hahahahahs
but pormised my frenes to go school and mummy go school whole week ;make
Must go must go!

hahahahas .
new phrase!
Not looking back, going forward !

Telling myself always look back all bad things okay, but if you're stuck at it, You're life sucks.
so I'm moving Forward !
looks what are some thing I'm going to accomplish in this year LIKE ......

- Study well . Get good result .
- Maybe get a chance oversea ( without costing a bomb )
- Get over all odds things LIKE BGR . making myself a better partner :P

hahahahahahs . i suddenly sound so mature T.T
i think im starting to miss my old self x.x
but , Forgetting old-self, editing new-self !
hhahaahahas !

okays ! i still got like .... 45mins to go school ?
-.- and im still at ending my mask process -.-  WTF .


loves,
JOLYN