Told myself from today , 

i so gonna make up a poem and blog daily :D 

here's my poem today : 

My heart is like a coconut .
once opened, cant close back .
once opened, i will dry up.
...cause you drank all my love in my heart ♥ 

 

 Previous : 

 9th august 2010 :

I miss you.
like the night without a star.
i need you.
like the morning without a sun.
i want you.
...like you're shopping a you want to buy that shirt :x
i love you.
that's all i wanna say .
:3

7th august 2010 :

STAR , a small yet bright thing.
when darkness, you shines the brightest.
but when it's morning, you stayed through out with me.
yet you're not easily seen .

...♥ Copyrighted by Jolyn ♥

************** AND ***************

When i looked up in the skies ,
all i see is pitch darkness.
till u came , You lit me up.
my life without you is like morning without a sun,
a night without moon and the lovely, bright star.

 

5th august 2010 : 

galaxy so big.
finding bf like finding a specific star.
in the millions stars i see,
i could only see u.
♥

 ************** AND ************

i've made a decision .
wanna hear ?
here it goes :
i told myself that studies first than relationships .
have to tell all my frenes that boyfriend/s and Friend/s are equal to my heart .
...i treat all the same nice as long they do the same.
never give anymore chances after the 3rd time .
hope these decisions changes mylife ~

 

To my dearest friend :

i hope this settles all .
first,
apology for today if i made you in anyway angry.
cause first, i promised him to find out why are you not happy about him .
that's why i got in to help .

next , i wasn't ordering you around . Just that sheryl was there than gone . i thought we could her a personal talk .
i know someone scolded u, but to us, no evidence .
i cant help u too you know ?
you thought i was helping him only ..
no . i wasnt . i was trying to help both sides .

second, when did my habits came back ?
that caterpillar was the one keep snatching her away . i was going to talk to her,
next , she wanna scream at the girl's ear i dont mind , but she see my beside still scream that loud .
it was hurtful to the ears you know ?

Like i told not long ago ,
all people changes !
no one remains in the same spot.
when people tries to climb higher and higher, someone will fall!

You changed, i changed , even that caterpillar changed =.=
( and to anyone who thinks she changed to a butterfly NOOOOO! is change as in character)

i just want to help out as well cause i was caught into it .
cant you understand me anymore ?
i thought though we may fight, one day later we back again ?

many friends of mine asked :
jolyn , why u treat all so nice ?

the only thing i could think of is :
they are my friends . closes to my heart .
i wouldnt let anything kill our relationships even inculdes if i had to kill that person .


lastly, D-R isnt ignoring you and treating me more good .
he treat u more than he treat me .
i was once jealous .
just that u didnt see.
i also wont force u to be gans with him back . but i just want u to calmly talk to all of us .



P.S. I treat all man and woman , boyfirends or girlfriends , old or young equally .
i never would make them feel left out .


Jolyn,
loveeeees .

Hello all~
today, im sick ):
having fever ):
now going get ready go see doctor :x
hahahahahs .

i miss someone ....
called D ............ <:
actually i don wanna let him know de ...
but i don care le ... im officially into u!
>.<
hahahas .

but well , im sick ...
Very sick~~
love sick , school sick, home sick :x !




Jolyn ,
LOveeesss~

Helloooo~
I'm Been missing out alot in school and life x.x !
i wanna be back to where I'm good at @.@!
watch out !
JOLYN's GONNA BLOW U OFF YOU'RE TRACK!
 hahahahahahs x.x
I'm Lameeeee x.x !


i miss him too ....
i don't even think he rmb me already ): ...
wanna find him out someday .
when that day comes, i make sure i say out my feelings to you !
>.< !


Loveeeees,
Jolyn~

Helloooooo all (:
posting today !
today alot things to rush >.<
i got like 1-3pm go suntec for flag day than 3-7*
go cube slack with my dearest fam, ExaBeat !
hahahahhas


past few days also busy .
ystd got physics test and i got feeling it's gonna fail D:
hahahahs .
nether the less.

thursday went to my cousins' house for my baby cousin's birthday !


Here are some overdue pictures :x ~!