To my dearest friend :
i hope this settles all .
first,
apology for today if i made you in anyway angry.
cause first, i promised him to find out why are you not happy about him .
that's why i got in to help .
next , i wasn't ordering you around . Just that sheryl was there than gone . i thought we could her a personal talk .
i know someone scolded u, but to us, no evidence .
i cant help u too you know ?
you thought i was helping him only ..
no . i wasnt . i was trying to help both sides .
second, when did my habits came back ?
that caterpillar was the one keep snatching her away . i was going to talk to her,
next , she wanna scream at the girl's ear i dont mind , but she see my beside still scream that loud .
it was hurtful to the ears you know ?
Like i told not long ago ,
all people changes !
no one remains in the same spot.
when people tries to climb higher and higher, someone will fall!
You changed, i changed , even that caterpillar changed =.=
( and to anyone who thinks she changed to a butterfly NOOOOO! is change as in character)
i just want to help out as well cause i was caught into it .
cant you understand me anymore ?
i thought though we may fight, one day later we back again ?
many friends of mine asked :
jolyn , why u treat all so nice ?
the only thing i could think of is :
they are my friends . closes to my heart .
i wouldnt let anything kill our relationships even inculdes if i had to kill that person .
lastly, D-R isnt ignoring you and treating me more good .
he treat u more than he treat me .
i was once jealous .
just that u didnt see.
i also wont force u to be gans with him back . but i just want u to calmly talk to all of us .
P.S. I treat all man and woman , boyfirends or girlfriends , old or young equally .
i never would make them feel left out .
Jolyn,
loveeeees .
